Today whole day i just feel sad
i really feel sad
Even i really tired and damm tired
but i really just feel sad
sad with it
shame with it
cry with it
unhappy with it
i really feel sad and shame
when my friends asking me about it
i just feel very shame ans them
why??
the other "its" i worry d,no matter;i dun so worry d got problem
i really dont know why...
today i already cry for two time cause of its
all ii can do just face it??
but i really dun believe that i can get worst of it
i already try my best,but...........
still not success...
am i got problem? am i suitable continue study?
Today when i asking my mum that
"will u disappointed with my "it"?
she just ans it that is no other way le...
she say mayb i'm the elder sis,dont know everything eventhough GPA
when my mum keep telling me try to console me
my tears flow out from my eyes ler
mayb all of u feel i'm the girl that like to cry
but i really dun blief with it
when my mum see me cry,she also terkejut
but i really already try my best
really...
when i writting this blog...
my tear also keep continue flow out...
mumy and daddy,really sorry...
i always think that i'm not value to exist in this world...
this world no need my exist...
my exist just a spilth for this world...
nobody need my exist also
i'm not worth also...
i'm useless......
wu~....



